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This is where you'll find some of my poems that I have written, I love to write, it's a way (besides singing) to express myself and get rid of anger or sadness. Here are my poems, they are all copywritten, so please, DO NOT COPY!!!  If you like any of the poems you see here, let me know! Be sure to scroll all the way down to read any new poems, you might miss some!
 
Refuse To Show
Dedicated to those who have picked themselves up after they've fallen

A lot of feelings show right through
And those you cannot hide, always seems to
Sadness, the strongest of them all
Strikes the hearts of many and leaves them to fall
Eyes welled with a single tear
Bring hearts their predicted fear
A lump in your throat, your head held low
Begins to appear the feeling you dare not show
It steals you from the happiness that you once knew
A pain you try and hold, deep inside of you
Losing a smile for even one day
Leaves a threatening pain that seems to stay
Sadness can be hard, emotional and strong
Give yourself some time, healing can take so long
This is a feeling that one should never know
A feeling that we all, refuse to show

Copyright ©2002 Jennifer A*****

Until I Found You
Dedicated to true love

Living through my life, one day at a time
I had forgotten what easy was like to me
I forgot what being loved was really supposed to be
Twists and turns carried me on roads unknown
No clues to what it was going to bring me to
That was . . . until I found you
I've had to pick myself up many times in my life
I've had to wait for a broken heart to heal
I had forgotten how love was supposed to feel
Laughs and smiles I thought I had lost forever
Dark alleys bringing me sadness I already knew
That was . . . until I found you
I have failed and succeeded through it all
I've had to hold my head up high and be strong
I had left behind even the sweetest song
Living through the lies and painful tears
Dreams still had yet to come true
That was . . . until I found you
That was . . . until I finally found you

Copyright ©2002 Jennifer A****
 
Forget

 

I wish I could forget you

And the words I thought were true

 Inside your face will always burn, deep inside of me

I cant escape the hurt you caused, I just want to scream!

Words so full of hate, tears would always form

Left in all this loneliness, my heart already torn

Your eyes are always watching every move I made

 I cant ever forgive you, as the pain starts to fade

How could I sit and watch you, as you battered my heart

The strength I started losing, as you tore me apart

To rid you of my mind, only for you to find your way

I said Id always be there, but that, you could not say

Will you always be there, I cant really tell

Turning me inside out, making my life hell

In my mind you will remain

In the heart youve already wounded

In my life youll always be

And the hurt will stay with me
 
Copyright ©2002 Jennifer A****
 

No One Seems To Care

 

Alone in a corner, dried tears down my face

I dont want this pain, not even a trace

How do I escape what Im feeling right now?

Do I cry myself to sleep, and hope itll drown?

I cant understand why Im fighting alone

I want  to hear a kind voice over the phone

Hidden in the crowd, my feelings show right through

I have no one else to turn to; I dont know what to do

How do I rid my head of your awful face?

I dont want this pain, not even a trace

No one to run to, no one seems to care

And I dont understand, why your not there

Im on the verge of being torn apart

Holding it inside, breaking my heart

I dont know how long I can hold on

I wont be free until I know your gone

No one to run to, no one seems to care

And I dont understand, why your not there
 
Copyright ©2002 Jennifer A****
 

Always There

Dedicated To: Stephanie, Tiffany, and Jen

 

Whenever I got lost, and had no where to go

You were always there for me, and I want you to know

I fell hard to the ground, but I could always rely on you

Someone to talk to; tell my secrets, I know your true

Looking up to you, I felt that you were my strength to move on

And when he broke my heart, you made sure he was gone

Miles and Miles could never stop you from being there

You told me relationship games were never going to be fair

I have pushed myself to the limit, and cried myself to sleep

But you are my best friend; youre the only person I want to keep

Paths led me to unknown places, but you were my only guide

Helping me be strong, get through life; bring out my pride

Anger, sadness, frustration, or even through painful lies

All I had to do was look; I found my strength in your eyes

You were my someone I could continue to run to

And when I couldnt see, I can always turn to you

I have brought myself this far, knowing life was never fair

But you are my friend, and in return, I will always be there
 

Destiny and Fate

Dedicated To: Katie and Marc

 

The many things weve been through

I took my mistakes with strength and grew

All the ups and downs

Only destiny has brought us here

And fate will make our love stay

Youve hurt me once, but I turned back to see

Because I know, it was surely meant to be

Never again will I feel the same way about anyone

Love is strong, I will fight, and our journey is not yet done

Youre the one I dream of while I sleep

I give you my love, which I hope youll keep

Only destiny has brought us here

And fate will make our love stay

Hold me in your arms and never let me go

Is this but a fantasy or is this really true

My happiest moment happened, right when I found you

Only destiny has brought us here

And fate will make our love stay

On this rocky road, our love will show the way

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